wonder
rise
resist nothing
for the
of it all
shayde
“One thing I love about you: you'll listen to anything that I throw up at you. It's not even a skill, it’s who you are. You're just listening to whatever needs to come out of my mouth. Whether that be excitement or grief or just a ramble. I just need to talk at somebody.
It’s a space you create where I get to be myself.”
— Stacia Montenegro
shayde
“In our pursuit to improve, it's necessary to evaluate what areas of our goals are experiencing incongruity or imbalance. This requires a refined eye for both detail and flow, not simply crude criticism. You need an eye that can see from above and put the pieces together. If you're ready for a nuanced conversation about your goals, shayde is your best bet.”
— Em Deusa
shayde
“I get this sense of energetic cleanliness. It makes the relationship so much more expansive and joyous, and light! There’s lightness even when we talk of death. It’s making me so much more comfortable in the friendship than I would typically be. Your words are backed up by your energy and that is part of your alchemy. You loosen up something in me and like in a video game I just go to the next level in my own self expression.”
— Maja Greja
liberation field
what is a liberation field?
it's giving greenhouse
and what i'm growing is freedom. when i show up, people get free. free enough to feel their feelings, free enough to be honest, free enough that their hidden parts return from exile. sessions, workshops, fellowships, whatever i'm making is a liberation field in one costume or another.
you were given a garden
but you crave life unbridled
the garden does not offer that freedom
it offers "protection"
they are not the same
i know you
i know what you are
mystic
artist
lover
your true name is
w o n d e r c h i l d
and you want the crown
the only crown that matters
the one you place upon your head yourself
its name is sovereignty
you’ve been convinced
to make discomfort your enemy
and resistance your protection from it
to place yourself
in suspended animation
where the ravages of the wild world cannot reach you
but the promise of sovereignty
is more life
and to live is to be vulnerable
to know yourself liberated
to experience the cosmos
self-governed
protection must leave you
as a paradigm
and return as a tool
to walk the unbridled path
you must take the road
the road to the crown
is the road out of the garden
there is no sovereignty in eden
to the bone
m o n t h 4, 5, 6
act iv
KEY DATES
september 22
mars attunement
(preparing your resistant self's martian ways of being for death)
september 29
mercury attunement
(preparing your resistant self's mercurial ways of being for death)
october 6
jupiter attunement
(preparing your resistant self's jupiterian ways of being for death)
october 13
venus attunement
(preparing your resistant self's venusian ways of being for death)
october 20
saturn attunement
(preparing your resistant self's saturnian ways of being for death)
october 27
sun attunement
(preparing your resistant self's solar ways of being for death)
November 3
moon attunement
(preparing your resistant self's lunar ways of being for death)
november 10
assembly
(review and gathering of all preparations)
november 11
death day
(guided death ritual)
the bottom line:
the catch:
the fine print:
you want sovereignty
sovereignty costs safety
you can't be self-governed until you've felt protected
through this curriculum, i offer you true protection -- not from the truth, but from the exile of it.
here, what was cast out is home.
here, what was stolen may return.
across seven months, with interwoven lore and masterclass content, we liberate your relationship with discomfort to deliver you to the reality where, in the face of any challenge, you rise.
for the wonder of it all
the bottom line:
the catch:
the fine print:
you want sovereignty
sovereignty costs safety
you can't be self-governed until you've felt protected
through this curriculum, i offer you true protection -- not from the truth, but from the exile of it.
here, what was cast out is home.
here, what was stolen may return.
across seven months, with interwoven lore and masterclass content, we liberate your relationship with discomfort to deliver to the reality where, in the face of any challenge, you rise.
for the wonder of it all
mystic
artist
lover
your true name is
wonderchild
and you want sovereignty
why?
because the promise of sovereignty
is more life
more life means more wonder
wonder
is precisely what you’re here for
you didn't come here to settle
you came to revel
the freedom
to live life in all its delicious wonder
is what drives you
to taste that freedom
you must embark on a journey
to liberate
your relationship with discomfort
so your power can return from exile
and deliver you to
the unbridled path
called sovereignty
the arc
-empowerment-
1 arc. 5 acts. 7 months
from suspended animation to unbridled life
from reliant to self-governed
from outsourcing power to crowned
the acts
are comprised of
lore drops
chapters of original GRAND RISING lore that make up the spine of curriculum arc. these are released periodically, mysteriously, and in varying lengths and forms of media.
classes
required live sessions that initiate each act with essential curriculum content. all classes are held on tuesdays at 11am eastern time.
touchstones
periodically released prompts, notes, and check-ins from me that keep you in contact with the current act's class material.
gatherings
live meetups that allow the GRAND RISING fellowship to share what's alive, discuss what's been unfolding, and just enjoy each other's presence. these are held on non-class tuesdays within each act for 90 minutes at 11am eastern time.
beholding hours
60-minute lives that function as designated "there-there" time. the energy is tender, the intention is to be given time and space to be in the light of adoration. these are open on thursdays and saturdays at 6pm eastern time.
chat
ongoing open space for text and voice note shares.
mystic
artist
lover
your true name is
wonderchild
and you want sovereignty
why?
because the promise of sovereignty
is more life
more life means more wonder
wonder
is precisely what you’re here for
you didn't come here to settle
you came to revel
the freedom
to live life in all its delicious wonder
is what drives you
to taste that freedom
you must embark on a journey
to liberate
your relationship with discomfort
so your power can return from exile
and deliver you to
the unbridled path
called sovereignty
to the bone
m o n t h 4, 5, 6
act iv
KEY DATES
september 22
mars attunement
(preparing your resistant self's martian ways of being for death)
september 29
mercury attunement
(preparing your resistant self's mercurial ways of being for death)
october 6
jupiter attunement
(preparing your resistant self's jupiterian ways of being for death)
october 13
venus attunement
(preparing your resistant self's venusian ways of being for death)
october 20
saturn attunement
(preparing your resistant self's saturnian ways of being for death)
october 27
sun attunement
(preparing your resistant self's solar ways of being for death)
November 3
moon attunement
(preparing your resistant self's lunar ways of being for death)
november 10
assembly
(review and gathering of all preparations)
november 11
death day
(guided death ritual)
what would you do
if you came back from the dead only to find that the world was ending?
settle in for an exploration of the final four signs of the zodiac; sagittarius, capricorn, aquarius, and pisces; through the lens of an end times journey.
come eager to sense into what it means to hold the grief of being between one death and another, to honor what it takes to bear the burden of building a world you'll never get to be a part of, and find out how this archetypal wisdom lives in you.
to the bone
m o n t h 4, 5, 6
act iv
KEY DATES
september 22
mars attunement
(preparing your resistant self's martian ways of being for death)
september 29
mercury attunement
(preparing your resistant self's mercurial ways of being for death)
october 6
jupiter attunement
(preparing your resistant self's jupiterian ways of being for death)
october 13
venus attunement
(preparing your resistant self's venusian ways of being for death)
october 20
saturn attunement
(preparing your resistant self's saturnian ways of being for death)
october 27
sun attunement
(preparing your resistant self's solar ways of being for death)
November 3
moon attunement
(preparing your resistant self's lunar ways of being for death)
november 10
assembly
(review and gathering of all preparations)
november 11
death day
(guided death ritual)
to the bone
m o n t h 4, 5, 6
act iv
KEY DATES
september 22
mars attunement
(preparing your resistant self's martian ways of being for death)
september 29
mercury attunement
(preparing your resistant self's mercurial ways of being for death)
october 6
jupiter attunement
(preparing your resistant self's jupiterian ways of being for death)
october 13
venus attunement
(preparing your resistant self's venusian ways of being for death)
october 20
saturn attunement
(preparing your resistant self's saturnian ways of being for death)
october 27
sun attunement
(preparing your resistant self's solar ways of being for death)
November 3
moon attunement
(preparing your resistant self's lunar ways of being for death)
november 10
assembly
(review and gathering of all preparations)
november 11
death day
(guided death ritual)
returning may 30!
2:00 - 4:00
pm eastern
live on
jitsi meet
$45
(search and join "Sewastro89" if not automatically directed there)
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!
this is for you
if you're in the market for a storyteller approach to astrology
if you're sagittarius, capricorn, aquarius, or pisces-identified.
if you're curious about the sagittarius, capricorn, aquarius, or pisces archetypes
if you value time set aside for being with grief and sorrow
if you're yearning to understand your relationship with grief in a new way
reach me via
instagram dm or email
questions?
to the bone
m o n t h 4, 5, 6
act iv
KEY DATES
september 22
mars attunement
(preparing your resistant self's martian ways of being for death)
september 29
mercury attunement
(preparing your resistant self's mercurial ways of being for death)
october 6
jupiter attunement
(preparing your resistant self's jupiterian ways of being for death)
october 13
venus attunement
(preparing your resistant self's venusian ways of being for death)
october 20
saturn attunement
(preparing your resistant self's saturnian ways of being for death)
october 27
sun attunement
(preparing your resistant self's solar ways of being for death)
November 3
moon attunement
(preparing your resistant self's lunar ways of being for death)
november 10
assembly
(review and gathering of all preparations)
november 11
death day
(guided death ritual)
!
this is for you
if you're in the market for a storyteller approach to astrology
if you're sagittarius, capricorn, aquarius, or pisces-identified.
if you're curious about the sagittarius, capricorn, aquarius, or pisces archetypes
if you value time set aside for being with grief and sorrow
if you're yearning to understand your relationship with grief in a new way
to the bone
m o n t h 4, 5, 6
act iv
KEY DATES
september 22
mars attunement
(preparing your resistant self's martian ways of being for death)
september 29
mercury attunement
(preparing your resistant self's mercurial ways of being for death)
october 6
jupiter attunement
(preparing your resistant self's jupiterian ways of being for death)
october 13
venus attunement
(preparing your resistant self's venusian ways of being for death)
october 20
saturn attunement
(preparing your resistant self's saturnian ways of being for death)
october 27
sun attunement
(preparing your resistant self's solar ways of being for death)
November 3
moon attunement
(preparing your resistant self's lunar ways of being for death)
november 10
assembly
(review and gathering of all preparations)
november 11
death day
(guided death ritual)